Yesterday did a number on me, there’s no other way to put it. I couldn’t sleep, just so many thoughts and things to consider. In the end, I managed to immense myself in reading, and that’s what I did until sleep claimed me in the early hours. It’s hard to find balance in life sometimes, and now clearly is such a time. Thinking things over, and trying to remember – or perhaps figure out – what’s important is the only way forward, if you don’t want to be caught in dark thoughts. I foresee tough decisions ahead.

What a week. It hasn’t been kind to me, not one bit. I want a do-over, a refund, another chance at this. But hey, I finished this mammoth of a book, so there’s that.

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